It's been a week.
Take one day at a time. I have to keep repeating that to myself. One day at a time. One day at a time.
I used to be able to do this easily, without fixating on a postbox.
But I'm older now. My habits are harder to break. Atleast, so I think.
I've slipped down the unmentionable slope several times this week. I'm on the verge of it right now, actually.
I'm troubled that I won't make it through this. That I will fall short of my best effort, wreck everything and fall in on myself like an inflated pyramid.
I want reassurance. But what I really need is a swift kick in the pants (um, figuratively).
I might fail utterly at this. But I won't ever find out without trying, right?
Take one day at a time. I have to keep repeating that to myself. One day at a time. One day at a time.
I used to be able to do this easily, without fixating on a postbox.
But I'm older now. My habits are harder to break. Atleast, so I think.
I've slipped down the unmentionable slope several times this week. I'm on the verge of it right now, actually.
I'm troubled that I won't make it through this. That I will fall short of my best effort, wreck everything and fall in on myself like an inflated pyramid.
I want reassurance. But what I really need is a swift kick in the pants (um, figuratively).
I might fail utterly at this. But I won't ever find out without trying, right?
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