No, no. It's not my birthday or anything.
I was thinking about my younger self this morning. And how she was able to contain her Rage.
Yes, yes - angry outbursts, indignation, all that, yes. But she could deal with it - allow it come to her, consume her and still be resurrected.
Now, only a few years later, I crumple at the first spark. I'm tired and feel like I have no strength left at all.
Sigh.
Or maybe I was so much older then and I'm younger than that now.
I was thinking about my younger self this morning. And how she was able to contain her Rage.
Yes, yes - angry outbursts, indignation, all that, yes. But she could deal with it - allow it come to her, consume her and still be resurrected.
Now, only a few years later, I crumple at the first spark. I'm tired and feel like I have no strength left at all.
Sigh.
Or maybe I was so much older then and I'm younger than that now.
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